run the redlights and live your life

Such a feelin's comin' over me
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream
Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen
I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world
- The Carpenters

even though i may say that its has come to a time that it doesnt matter anymore, somewhere deep down, hidden in a corner, it actually matter. i know friends can disappoint you, i have been there before. but i always deluded myself that she will never. i guess sometimes i have disappointed her before. how nice if we all can say what we always wanted to say, out to each other and clear the air. sometimes, tension builds up, i believe she feels it too. looks like i can now only rest in the finished work of my Abba Father and let Him decide for me :D depending on myself will most probably make things worse. that's the last thing on my mind right now. truthfully, i don't wanna to lose this friend. she's a really great friend. but sometimes, i think it is that we are so use to each other and so lost in our own world, we take each other for granted. it takes two hands to clap, so i admit its partly my fault. but does she even know? that, i have no idea.

let your heart out.

so maybe after all these while, i was less important than another. oh well, funny how sometime friendship can change overnight. hmm, maybe it had never change for them. i don't know anything anymore. i'd think i believe in the wrong thing for a long time. i am not sad, just disappointed as usual. OH WELL.

let your heart out.

hohoho. i am so tired that i wanna skip dinner and go to sleep. that is working life for you, thank you very much.

alright, done with my JAE. mj is the first choice and then the following rest is all poly courses! well, now, i can only trust in my Abba Father. only He can and only He has the power! for what He does not give, He gives better! for me, life has been so wonderful.

dinner's calling :D

let your heart out.

glory to Abba Father! :D i am indeed really happy about my results especially my science :D alright, now its time for decision making. i am going to leave that to Abba Father. i am not going to plan my future, Abba Father will do that for me!

let your heart out.

i want to give all the glory to Abba Father tmrw! yeah, that's what i will do (: my life is no more about only me and me alone, its Abba Father's! :D He has given me peace.

let your heart out.

i miss watching One Tree Hill ): apparently, they didn't air a One Tree Hill episode last week. made me so sad. i thought that they banned it on youtube. but thank God they had some special programme to air. so pushed One Tree Hill one week back. so i gotta wait till this friday to watch. oh wells, i can't wait to watch Chase ( Stephen Colletti, above)! he is such a cutie! Sophie Bush must be having a great time man! i only get the chance to see him through a youtube video ): wish i could be on the set of One Tree Hill. then i will get to see Chad Michael Murray and James Lafferty, both hot. but i think James Lafferty is hotter! :D season 4 is so darn good :D

okay, enough of One Tree Hill for now. friday is result day. and i ain't scared at all. i am just excited to start new chapter in my life, may it be junior collage or polytechnic. although my thoughts have been about poly these few days. i don't know why there is still so many people have these thinking that if their kids get into poly, they don't get into university. somehow, i think we, students, should be given the choice to choose. thank God for parents like mine who is able to see that poly is the alternative choice for students like me that dread studying and memorising subjects. i have been through O level and i don't like the pressure of having to studying every single moment of my sixteenth year. sweet sixteen, what irony. i feel poly is a chance to head towards what i want to be. eventually, i will be my own boss and have my own shop (:

but that's my plan, you and i don't know what Abba Father has in store for us (:

oh well, i might end up taking the jc route. who knows, only Abba Father knows. He will definitely show me the decision to make :D i trust Him. i want my life simple and happy. i just want to live life with no worries. i just want to enjoy every moment of it.

let your heart out.

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